6/25/08

it comes in a form that you aren't expecting

In keeping with my son's, and my, realization that it is good for me to be able to receive help more easily, I sat yesterday and sent out energy on my willingness to exchange energy around certain types of help I give freely (like ways I've helped people learn) and certain types of help I could use right now. I considered some possible forms of the assistance and just trusted I'd be surprised.

Oh, was I.

Yesterday I received a call from a dear friend who came right out and offered the type of help I need. And even mentioned how I helped him learn. Funny. And.....I said, "Oh, no. But thanks anyway." Change subject.

And yesterday, I received another call from a family member who came right out and said, "What can I do to help?" And I said, "Nothing. But thanks anyway."

DUH

And neither time did I even realize what I'd done until later talking with my mom on the phone.

DOUBLE DUH

Both forms of help weren't really in the form I wanted. Oh, hello.
But probably exactly in the form I needed.
And only partially in the physical need sense. More in the "spiritual need" sense.

Jury is still out on whether it's enough to notice how easily these people, both with lots of psychic sense though neither would describe it that way, connected and tuned in with me. I'm full of gratitude and tickled at what happened. Or do I have to actually receive the help. LOL.
Motto as of late: Duh, duh, duh, duhhhhhh.....duh, duh, duh, duhhhhhhh....

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2 Comments:

Blogger Jessica said...

Hi Meredith. I came across your blog and was drawn to your website. You have a realness of truth & an openness towards life. I just created my blog and my goal is find the same vigor you seem to have in your life. I wish you all the best and look forward to reading more of your posts.

My blessings,
Jessica

June 25, 2008 1:52 PM  
Blogger Meredith Self said...

Vigor. Sweet. Thanks, Jessica.

Putting yourself out there with a blog seems much like real and openness for you, too.

Nice poem to Grams. Thanks for sharing.

June 25, 2008 3:30 PM  

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