this just starts to almost kiss it

The shift the last month has turned my whole perception around. There's nothing new, really...yet everything is new. And words can't touch it. But here I am capturing it the best I can to invite you in...and I've been seeing many mentorees and others around the world stepping in...there is an awakening...

It's as if...

• I was touching a thread... now I'm the whole ribbon and there's not even a ribbon.
• I was noticing intuitions... now intuitions are noticing me.
• I could previously notice various perspectives of corners of mind, of parts of me...now some of the corners just aren't there any more. Merging.
• I was thinking thoughts....now thoughts come by. Curious.
  
• I was separate and knowing there was no separation...now I'm experiencing more of no separation.
• I was sipping spirit regularly...now there is nothing to sip, I'm swallowed.
• I was choosing...now the choice is made.
• I was wondering...now I'm wonder.
• I was looking for clear direction...now I am clarity.
• I was being compassionate as much as I could...now I am compassion.
• I was saying maybe, sometimes, let me grab my cards and check ;)...now I am yes.
• I was on or off...now I am available.
• I was up or down with circumstances...now I embrace all.
• I was kissing myself...now I kiss the sky and I am kissed.
• I was planning...now I am creation, now.
• I was reaching...now I am evolving.
• I was figuring it out...now I am shown.
• I wanted...now I want what is.
  
• I saw colors...now I see spaciousness.
• I got frustrated...now I giggle.
  
• I saw me and you...now I see an emptiness, full of potential, interconnected, evolving.
• I was one frame of consciousness at a time...now corners of my mind aligned. 
  
• I saw fixing...now I see celebrating change.
• I experienced sweetness often...now sweetness is.
• I felt bones, muscles, energy...now I feel light.
• I was thankful for so many things...now I am gratitude.
• I used to act from intention...now more actions arise naturally.

And all of these statements aren't it! 
They only begin to kiss it. 
They learn towards....point towards...
Because "I" is experienced so differently.  The perception of self is transforming.
Not enlightened at all...I know nothing of that...but illuminating, lightening, loving, simple.
Still figuring it out. Still opening to more allowing, more firmness, more flexibility, more trust, more expression...but that corner of my mind that resists myself is shrinking.

I'm being walked right through the discoveries. Guided to experiences. Guided to understanding.
Sharing as much as I can while not knowing. We all are. Are you noticing?

May you kiss the moment, too. Even if only a moment. Just for this moment.

So many of you are experiencing the shift...
How is your perception changing? What do you notice?
When you notice and try to capture in words, you help stabilize your own transformation and assist others. Thank you for sharing your experiences, your doubts, your wonderings.


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spot readings to focus your attention to expand

Interested in a spot reading?

I'd be happy to tune into an area you can focus your attention on now to expand your conscious awareness. This is really my primary gift as an intuitive. With the many various things that you can possibly focus on, what can you focus on now that is most aligned with your soul, awareness and potential for expansion... right now.

Just add a comment if you're interested and I'll check in for as many of you as I can.
UPDATE 10/27/09. This post is now closed for further spot readings, but I'll plan to offer them again! Please subscribe to catch them next time. Thanks and much love.

sonia's papa visited during a reading

Our loved ones want us to know they are with us in spirit and love us. Our family roots are strong in us. I remember when I didn't want to pass on messages like the one below. Now I love it. A few clients recently told me that I am their own Lisa Williams. Glad to serve.

One day, a client says she feels spirits around her and always has. She wonders what I see about her deceased loved ones.

"Hmm. Not getting much. In fact, it feels really far away and not really connected to you. I don't really feel a message for you the way I usually do. It's different. Hmm. Here is what I do see:

I see a Papa. He's at the head of a table. Papa. There's a woman with a needle also, she's sewing. And there's something about writing. There are others. It's a big table, like a feast. He's leaning in, curiously, with his shoulder towards me, and rubbing his chin some. He's direct. Curious. Strong. Even giving orders. Barking. But positively, not negatively. He doesn't feel connected to you. Not sure who he is. But he's showing himself to me. He wants us to know he'll always be here and will always look out for the family. And that the family is HUGE."

Client leaves. A few hours later I learn that the father of one of my teachers, Sonia Choquette's Papa, had just passed away. I passed the message on to her. I think he wanted her to know how big the family is now. She's touched so many people. Not so sure why I'm sharing it today, almost a year later...but I guess a few of you out there will benefit from knowing this story. I sure loved visiting with him. What a gem.

Deceased loved ones have many ways of communicating with us.
Dream visits. Visits to others to confirm to us. Clairvoyantly. Clairaudiently. Moving objects or turning on/off electrical items in home. Animals...

Do you connect with loved ones in spirit? How?

top 10 responses to "i'm a psychic"

So...what do you do for a living? A psychic, eh?

• Oh! Read me now!
• Oh no! You're not reading me now, are you!???
• You! hahahahaha! You! hahahahahahah! I've never met a psychic before. Sorry for laughing. hahahahaha! You don't look like a psychic! hahahaha!
  
• I think I'm intuitive, too. There was this time when.....and then.....and then.....and then...
• Oh. (insert conversation change here)
• I believe in that.
• So, like, so, how do you do that exactly?
• Tell me the lottery numbers or what good are you.
• Can I have your card?
  
• How fulfilling to teach others about intuition. There's nothing more important than trusting oneself.

Do you tell people you are psychic? Or intuitive? It's enjoyable.

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singing hey jealousy before it plays on the radio

Driving with my son. He starts singing an old song, 'Hey Jealousy.' Seemingly randomly.

A few minutes later, the song 'Hey Jealousy' plays on the radio. Chad remarks, "I was just singing that!" He looks at me with his jaw dropped open. He doesn't think it is a coincidence.

"Yup. Interesting how that happens, eh. When we have a synchronicity like that, it is just a way for our intuition to get our attention. Something about that song has meaning for you. And, hello, you are soooo psychic. Why are you surprised!?! Giggle."

We had been talking the last few days about a challenge with another person. And I think jealousy makes perfect sense. I think the insight is helping him see how the other person is hurting. Hopefully the next precognitive song suggests actions.

Songs can be a great way for intuition to get our attention. Ask for intuitive guidance, be open to it through song. I bet it's happened for a lot of you, too?? What songs or situations?

psychic detectives wanted for stolen car

So my car was stolen today. Really.
Some soul sisters gave me psychic info on what they think happened and it was interesting.

Anyone want to play psychic detective? Give it a go and simply share what you get on what happened/is happening/will happen. Could be interesting to put the clues together.

I'll share what I know about it in a few days and provide updates.

peek at my parenting cards

Want a sneak peek of the parenting oracle & activity cards? Check them out.

It's a 44 card set to raise kids to live intuitively & true to their spirit. It's full of activities balanced across the four elements, body-mind-heart-spirit. They go to print in next few months.

Let me know what you think!

the big "O" reading...when intuitive guidance delights

one of my funniest readings ever...when intuitive guidance surprises and delights...

My client looked at me like a deer in headlights. Nervous. What would I tell her?

I affirmed to myself my intention to be truthful, relevant, loving, serving her highest good...and how about some humor to make this easier for her!? Oh, did we get it!

What comes (excuse the pun) to me as guidance is "Orgasm".

Orgasm? What am I supposed to tell her about an orgasm? I wait for more guidance and nothing 'downloads.' So I start asking questions?

• Is there a conflict or concern about orgasms? No.
• Am I supposed to teach her about having orgasms? Odd, I suppose I did say I'm willing to be of service and teaching about having orgasms could sure spread happiness, but not what I had in mind. lol. No.
• Am I just horny and this message is for me and not her? Laugh. No.
• Breathe. More questions. Still nothing else.
• She's come to me for spiritual guidance and all I've got is orgasm. Can I do this work? I'm open to please have some specifics to help her!?! Breathe.
• Breathe. Same message. Orgasm. Nothing else.

Okay. I know how this works. The message is for her, not me. Just say it. See what happens. Sometimes a client understands when I don't. Sometimes the rest of the message flows through once I start speaking.

"Well. I see a (and as soon as I start talking, and trust the message and stop doubting myself, the rest flows like river) Oh. I see. I see you leaving a job that didn't give you an orgasm. You just couldn't get the big O there. You thought it was the perfect job for you, but it was never satisifying. My guidance shows your perception is correct. This job will not be satisifying. It is wise to leave this job."

The client cracks up! "Yes, I just resigned a couple days ago. I was feeling guilty about it, like there was something wrong with me because it was supposed to be the perfect job. But I was unhappy. Thanks for confirming my decision."

Deer in headlights gone and she's fully open now, too. Divine humor. Lovely.

The reading goes on full of specific guidance about her life's purpose and patterns, talents and how to work with them, a new business opportunity, choices about having children and other critical and highly specific topics.

Half way through the reading....and my guidance is that it's time for "hard wood".

All I can think about is the relationship to orgasm, ahem, and how 'hard wood' is good. Oh my. Do I need sex or something? What is up with this message? Is this about sex? Am I missing something? Breathe. Yep. Just say it, Meredith.

"Hun. Not sure what this means, but I see it is time for hard wood, " I share.

She chuckles and tells me she totally knows what that means. And again, once I let the guidance flow, more follows, "Oh. Me, too. I see you working with wood. Taking trees and shaping them into objects." She confirms.

"Yes, working with this wood is very good for you. In fact, it is your orgasm! Wink. Really. You can pour yourself into this. But I am getting the guidance that this is not for financial comfort, just the orgasm. Enjoy it. Keep the new business for prosperity."

Well, I learned to continue to ask for humor, along with the truth and service. I was reminded that intuitions often arrive like breadcrumbs: follow one and the next shows itself. And it is fun to be surprised and delighted in a reading. Just ask for it. Synchronicities and coincidences of humor and joy will find you.

Let intuition be a delight.

message delivery for you

Out of the blue, at the end of a consultation, my client told me, "I want to participate in your upcoming workshop, honoring that you're moving more and more from individual work to group work. I know you'll do both, but just more group work. I think it would be good for me."

"Really. Hmmm. What makes you say that I'll be doing more group work?" I replied.

"I don't know. Just feel it I guess. Right. And it makes sense, too, in terms of your time and making a living," he goes on.

"Well. Interesting you should say that. Because I haven't in any way announced this, but I have been wondering and asking for guidance on this. Thanks for confirming it for me! It's time for more group teaching. Clearly you were bringing me the message. Besides helping me, thanks, this also validates your intuition is right on. Thanks for sharing," I beamed.

Sweet, eh, how the answers come to us.

Motto: Messages come to us from those who are open.

will timmy and eloise breakup?

Driving to school today, my son tells me about 'another irony.' "I told friends yesterday that Clayton and Ashley would break up real soon. And everybody said there was no way because they were doing so well (after all...they've been going out a long time...a whole month!). And guess what. They broke up yesterday."

"Hmmm. So you knew."

"YEH. I knew. I don't know how. But I knew. I always seem to get things like that," he continues.

That's how it works for me often, too. I just know. I know it as clear as I know my name. I just know. No logic. No reason. No evidence. But I know. It's called claircognizance (clear knowing) but whatever. It feels a lot like a thought, but it's not. If you pay attention, you will even begin to notice how that kind of 'knowing' is a different flavor.

He left the car by saying, "Well. Part of what I know is also that Timmy and Eloise will breakup within 2 weeks. We'll see."

As I drive off, I recall Chad "informing" me months back that I really ought to breakup with some guys quicker. Once you know, you know. Haha.

Point of interest: middle schoolers teach me how to breakup

UPDATE FROM CHAD. Yup. I called it. They broke up. No one else saw it coming and thought they had a really good relationship. But I called it.

get outta my head

I often sing a silly song to my dog to the tune of Spiderpig, ahem, I mean Spiderman.
"Kodiak, Kodiak, does whatever a Kodiak does. Looks so cute. What a hoot. Lookout, here comes the Kodiak".... and so on, bathroom humor removed

The other day I started singing it to the tune of Jesus Christ Superstar, without realizing it.
"Kodiak, Cute-iak, cuddly, happy, licky, love me, fur attack. Kodiak, maniac...and so on"

Then I hear..."WHY ARE YOU SINGING THAT!? THAT'S NOT THE SAME TUNE!"

"Uh, dunno," I smartly replied. "Was it different? I can make up whatever studid song to whatever stupid tune."

"NO WAY. I'VE BEEN HUMMING THAT....IN MY HEAD....NOT OUT LOUD. GET OUTTA MY HEAD, GOOF!"

haha. We laughed. I was tempted to tease with what else I know...but truth is, I had no idea I was doing it. Lately I've been playing a little day-to-day-be-psychic game. That's what I got. :)

Motto as of late: Love me, love me, ruff, ruff

easy :: not so easy

Learning to get intuitions. EASY.

• Decide you want intuitive guidance.
• It will find you. Really.
• Notice what you notice and follow it.
• Really that simple.

Learning to live true to yourself always. NOT SO EASY.

• Intuitive guidance ultimately connects you to mind-body-spirit balance. Oh, balance.
• When you're conscious and you're following the guidance, it will lead you to what you need. Not always what you want.
• Reorganizing your life to fit the ways you are changing on the inside. Challenging.
• Reorganizing your mind. Whoa.
• Making your emotions more intelligent. Whoooaaaaa.
• Dark night of the soul period. Period.
• Simplifying your life. Not always so simple.

Motto as of late: There's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path.

as a kid i 'just knew it'

Doing a bunch of house cleaning/clearing and lightening the load. Came across a folder with old notes and cards.

Several times I saw comments I wrote to others, such as:

• "I just KNEW it"
• "I just KNEW it"
• "I don't know where I got these notecards. They were just in my desk. They just appeared. But aren't they cute!"
• "I just KNEW it"

Worth a giggle.

Still pitched the folder and a dozen other bags of old stuff I just don't need anymore. As sweet as the giggle was, it isn't worth the weight or space of that folder.

Motto as of late: Travel lightly

it'll happen this september

"I don't think the person you're with is someone you'll be happy with long-term. I see you meeting a guy you'll marry in October and he is blah, blah, blah."

"Yes. I do believe you will be able to have children. Though with the assistance of in-vitro, not naturally. It'll happen in September. I see 9's. Yup. This September."

Specific. Way specific.

"Seems like it's possible this relationship could work out happily in the end. But right now it's undetermined. You need to center on you and your needs and just put them out there and see how he responds. Then you'll know. Oh, and stop nagging him. Instead, _____. He feels beat up and picked on by you and also others. He's tired and exhausted. There is some good energy in this relationship and potential though. You've put a lot of emotional investment into this, right? Well don't give up yet. Recenter. Lay off. In 2-4 weeks, put your needs out there and see what happens."

Uh, very different kind of specific.

I get what I get. I'm just a messenger.

timing for no alcohol

Years ago another intuitive person and I had 'weird vibes' about her husband and alcohol.

Doesn't seem like an alcoholic?!

But what is it? She thought something was wrong. My intuition confirmed. But vaguely. Something isn't right there. Not really sure what. Keep an eye out for him and alcohol.

Well...years become now and turns out his body is completely rejecting any alcohol at all. Psychotic reaction.

1. Bummer. But at least he loooovvveees icecream.
2. Timing. Timing. Timing.

Motto as of late: For now. (We know when we're supposed to know.)

check's in the mail...really

I get this sudden insight that I'm going to get a check in the mail. Okay, I wonder. Why would I get a check in the mail? Is that wishful thinking or actually going to happen? Doesn't seem like a gift, nor from anyone I know.

I chuckle to myself and the Universe that I'll happily accept checks in the mail. Then I think to myself, why not write the amount myself! So I make up a ridiculous number of zeros. And it occurs to me, "No, how about 100 or 200 dollars, just enought to justify to myself a little purchase I wanted to make." That'll work.

Well, guess what. In my mailbox the next day was a check for $169. My mortgage company sent back escrow overage for the year. I've had mortgages for 20 years and in the past that amount has never been sent to me in a check but applied to the next year.

Fun. I didn't manifest it coming, I just tuned into it coming. Now to manifest with zeros.

are you getting anything?

Just a regular conversation with a friend or family member, hey, hello, howareya. At some point, it's not uncommon for me to hear, "Are you getting anything on that?"

Sometimes I do. Sometimes I don't. Sometimes I don't want to, and let people know I'm not objective in this case. And I'm completely comfortable telling others no. I'm happy to help, but sometimes I just want to be 'off' and be a friend and not feel as if I always have to have wise insight for someone. And sometimes I feel that the emergency beeper I've committed to with the Universe (beep me when you need me, I'm available) was accidentally publicized by me.

There are a few people who've I've given blanket permission to always ask, any time. And who have given me blanket permission to always suggest. Making it more comfortable for us, clear about boundaries, and because it gives us both opportunities to explore things in new ways (something I wouldn't do with a client, for example).

What I don't want right now is to always feel 'on' .... free to be on and off at will. I'm curious how this will develop over the years. Perhaps it's just still a transition going from 9-5 to 24/7. I know that even with 24/7, I need my me time and I'm still exploring the best ways to carve that space.

got "snagged" by son's intuition

Intense that one was. My psychic son knew what was happening (totally snagged me) in a 'delicate' situation and called me out on it very directly with a question. If I'm not straight with him, I risk shutting his intuition down...that's a no-no...if I'm straight with him, oh, man, there's going to be some explaining to do. Is he really ready to know the truth about this topic?

"Yup, you're right on. That is what's happening." I tell him.

If he's old enough to get it intuitively, he's old enough to talk about it. So we did. Like it or not.

intuitive bonus or threat?

If I get a vision, insight or whatever about something related to my own life and another person, is it lording over the other person with an unfair advantage!? Is it okay if I'm right about the insight? Is it not okay if I'm wrong about the insight?
(Surely when people have an 'idea' it isn't always right either, so why should an intuition "have to be" right?...And sometimes the insight is about something somewhat negative, but truth even when not so positive can be of great assistance....but I digress...)

So if I notice something 'unseen' or that hasn't happened yet, does that give me an unfair advantage?

How about a situation in a relationship or partnership where one person is far more intelligent than another....should the intelligent one stop being intelligent to make the field more 'fair'?

If someone has previous experience in a work situation, for example, should the person withhold it so as not to threaten a colleague?

I'd say not.

So long, of course, as the intelligent (intuitive, experienced, whatever) person isn't manipulating, taking advantage of, condescending to, or trying to hurt the other, then having the ability in the partnership is a bonus. Right?

Or do I need to make it more of a bonus, a gift. I know sometimes I hesitate, don't want to interfere, and sometimes only share intuitions in more concerning areas. Is this occasional issue my own confidence in communication, or is it others' lack of confidence and desire to not have something be seen, for whatever reason?

I think I'll explore ways for it be a benefit to those around me in a non-intrusive way...like a bonus or a gift. And explore alternative ways to communicate intuitions, like...."My vibes say..." "I wonder if this could work for us?" "Do you think it would be interesting if we tried this?" "I have the sense this may be happening, do you have any thoughts or clarification on that?" "Let's invest in this stock :) "

Or perhaps I'll play a sarcastic act as Emma the Omniscient just to swing it another way and see what happens. Oh, wait, I've done that...oops...annoying. Or maybe sometimes I'll just go with the ignorance is bliss. Oh wait, I've done that....oops....can you say 'blind sighted'?

I'll stick with Bonus.

LEARN, LEARN...MORE, MORE!

Get more! Do more! Have more! Know more! Be better! Fix! Fix! Fix!

Learn! Acquire! Succeed! Master!

Such a fast paced life. It's everywhere. The soccer team must win! The participants at the six sensory playgroup must succeed! I must be a better intuitive and get more, more, more for my clients. Figure out and be a master at so many things.

Whoaaaaaaa. In comes my son. Just being. A nice model. Happy to do well, happy to explore, happy to just be, happy to relax, happy to learn, happy to wonder, happy, happy, happy. He isn't struggling. He isn't busy. He isn't overwhelmed. He isn't trying to master everything. His drive is more about experiencing what he wants and not being pushed by others. Even when he's learning, he tends to be more relaxed and curious and wonderous.

He's enjoying his experiences, rather than trying to be the best at them. What a concept to adapt into wisdom.

why the gas station now?

I pulled into the gas station, subconsciously, when I meant to go to the grocery store.

Maybe I need gas. Nah, there's enough for tonight. Oops, I thought, and drove on my way.

Now I shouldn't be surprised....but....sure enough....I ran out of gas (at 2:30 am, no less). Seems my meter that reads the gas level is off. I had a quarter tank earlier, now it's empty. Gotta get that fixed.

As I sit on the side of the road (which was brief, I always seem to get help pretty easily when I need it), I recall earlier the "accidental" stop at the gas station. I was getting a message that I dismissed and didn't feel like bothering with at the time. My son says I just have to pay more attention to those! I catch them alot, but I wonder how many more I miss.

Notice what you notice. That's the key. Got to keep doing that. What fun and help could be in store for me!

perhaps his foot is broken?

Soccer mom. Gooooaaaaaallll!!!

At the game a boy complains that his foot hurts and doesn't know why. He played in the game anyway.

I mentioned to his mom, "I wonder if he may have a small break in his foot. Might be worth having a doctor check out. Who knows."

Sure enough....it was broken.

I've made an agreement that I'm willing to be of service where I can without prying. Otherwise, the antennae's are down. It's nice to throw in little tips like that in a gentle way though. Hope he heals up quick now.

um, I changed my question

I was doing a reading for someone, after having already done about 8 readings. I was doing the reading blind, which means the person thinks of the question without telling me. I love that. Keeps me super focused on the energy I am sensing since I have no pre-conceived notions at all about the topic.

So I started reading, I started to get a sense of some energy but it was very vague and didn’t quite understand it yet, when suddenly it just.... disappeared...... I tried to focus, but couldn’t get it back. I thought perhaps I’d lost my train of thought from doing so many readings or something and said to the person, “hmm…now where were we…I lost track.”

She started laughing and said, “Um. Sorry. I just changed my question.” We both cracked up. All in a days work. I love my job.

so, is it like fortune telling, or what?

Or what. I think each person has control over their choices and free will and I look for ways to empower that thinking. I suppose sometimes I do see the future and what will happen, but only when certain choices are already in motion and it will help the person to hold their vision, change their vision to match what they really want, or to help them prepare for how they will handle the experience.

“I don’t really get it.”

You make your own fortune. Sometimes when I work with someone, they reveal it to me through their heart when their mind is still blocking seeing it. I see it only when their heart wants the conscious mind to know.

“I still don’t get it.”

I help people get in touch with their own intuition.

“Great. I’ll do that.”

Okay.

are you reading me now?

“Are you reading me now?” “What do you pick up on for me?”

I used to get those questions all the time when I first came out of the closet about being psychic. I wasn’t sure how to respond at first, which is I’m sure why I got the question.

Now I just say, “Oh, just that you’re a lovely person. Besides that, I’m off duty and have the antennae down. And I wouldn’t go around peering into your private business anyway…wouldn’t that be annoying?” Smile.

i just know

I woke up extra early in the morning to let the dog out. Unusual. He doesn’t usually wake early. On the way back up, I saw my boyfriend's phone sitting charging. For some reason, I knew he would need the phone so brought it back upstairs with me and put it by him. Sure enough, it rang out of character at 6:00 am for an unusual problem at work.

He asked me why I brought him the phone. I just said, “I don’t know. Just because. Why not. I just knew it.”

He was a bit perplexed, even a bit annoyed because I didn’t really explain it. I didn't mean to not explain it. It’s hard to understand ‘how do you just know.’ You just do. It’s just there. The thought captures my attention and I just notice it and follow the thought. I used to ignore it. Now I follow it. Much more fun now. I pick up the phone before it rings all the time. I wonder what else I can start noticing.

doesn’t everyone think like that? But how could I know she has breast cancer?

“I just know she has breast cancer. She’s in chemo. I know that’s why she hasn’t called in so long. How can I think such a thing. That’s horrible of me. I wonder. Just go ahead and invite her to happy hour. Don’t be silly.” I tortured myself a bit with my thoughts as I often did. Sure enough, the email came back weeks later. “I’m in chemotherapy. Discovered a lump in my breast.” I even knew which breast. Now that’s more than perceptive. That’s more than intuitive about people’s feelings. That’s more than knowing what my students need and what others motivations are. I can’t ignore that one.

“What’s going on with me?” I wondered. And my opening began. I’d always been perceptive and described myself as intuitive. Others described me as insightful, too, and would look to me for my read on things. I always seemed to notice things others didn’t, but at the same time I figured everyone thought like that. And now I know that everyone can, but not everyone does. I often knew things that were the opposite of the outward appearance and felt such guilt, really, for having the thoughts. I had no knowledge, interest or awareness of psychic, clairvoyant or clair-anything. No voices. No visions. No spirits. No premonitions. I just knew. I just know.

Now I realize, I was just seeing the truth. I just didn’t understand what I was seeing and doubted myself. How many walk around ignoring such impressions all the time. I was determined to understand how my mind and intuition were working. And that created an opening…like a great big magnet resources came to me and my intuition cracked opened like a hole in the sky, like the whole sky. Well, perhaps not quite so dramatic, but almost…certainly expansive. We walk around in our suburban world where so much is the same, yet everyone is so unique, yet we’re all one. And we can all think like that.

I’m so glad I stepped in. It’s prettier on this side. And when I know someone has breast cancer I don’t get all freaked out, I just send lots of love. And I doubt myself a lot less often.